Wednesday, May 9, 2012

My puppy Bentley and I at
 30 weeks of pregnancy!
WOW! how life has changed since my last post!!!!!!

Well, where do I start!!!!!!

Right at this current moment as i am writting this I am being kicked and poked and proded by my daughter who is swimming around in my belly! Yep, Im having a baby with the absolute love of my life and my who idea of a 'dream job' has changed.

After working a few times in magazines I realised that this isn't what I wanted to do, and that this wasn't what my higher being had planned for me.

I have decided to focus on my family first, having moved to Nelson Bay, from sydney to be closer to my own family, and raise my own daughter here. After having worked at an RSL for the past year, it has really made me realise what i want to do in life. Primary Teaching.

I really wish I had of done this from the start, and not fussed around with graphic design. Although something that i found fun at the time, I couldn't really see myself doing for the rest of my life. Don't get me wrong, i love art, design , fashion etc... but some of the people i met in the magazine industry were so mean, (a few tears were shed...ha!) and i thought to myself, if there is any chance of me turning out like that then i am not keen at all!! ( i did meet a lovely lady named Inga that helped me through alot and got me a lot of work experience, so thanks inga!) In saying all this, if i had not have moved to Sydney to study graphic design, I would not have met Scott, and i wouldnt be sitting right where I am, and I would not be expecting my daughter in July. So everything happens for a reason, and I am a big believer in fate and destiny. I know my life has purpose and direction, its just not what i originally thought it was.

I cant wait to be a good mummy. I cant wait to welcome my little girl into the world, and to teach her everything that there is to know, and to let her know that she will be so very loved, as she is so much already! 

Lots of love,

Sarahstopthat. xxxx